Today, another memorable day, the second English presentation in my life. The topic is about natural gas transport system. After my speech, the teacher even praise China that they set a good example for all new rising countries, that we invest a lot on secure energy infrastructures. It is rarely for him to praise other countries since he just tends to praise only Germany. And it snows hard again today, the trees opposist to my window all wear a white coat. So gorgeous!!! It makes me think of a poem, 窗含西岭千秋雪，门泊东吴万里船。Wonderful sentences. Let's share the beauty of snow.

 

只用手机拍了两张照片，但很热闹，吃的玩的穿的用的。。。。什么都有

今天去买东西时，在学校的小道上，一德国中年男人冲我过来，说德语，不懂，问其能说英语否。即以英语问吾，其欲打电话。吾以为其欲借吾之手机。待其话毕，遂知其欲借30-50欧分（银仔）。如吾处中国，必以为其为骗子。因德国人较单纯，且其服较脏，天寒，貌若可怜，吾以为其不予相骗，遂予50欧分。想当日在机场德人予吾50欧分以推行李车，今日终得以偿还。本人在此以为中国的大国形象添了不少光华，在公交上两次让座，帮德国姑娘搬行李，累得自己要死，严格遵守各项纪律，加上今天，又一笔新帐要记入历史，希望我回国之前能为中德民间之友好作出不少贡献。

还没到周六，周五下午就下起大雪来了，虽然没下多久，但密度很大，颗粒很大，从来都没看到如此壮观的。风也很大，所以感觉很冷，但都被我炙热的心情给暖化了。照片没拍到，因为雪都融了。而且天很黑。德国公交巴士很先进啊，全都是奔驰的，而且上下车没有楼梯，因此残疾人上下车都很方便，虽然车的地板比人行道要高，但车身装有自动升降系统，车靠站后会往右边倾斜，与人行道同高度，这也是中国人民需要学习的。来了这么久，就感觉这里很人性化，而且人都很自觉，也互相信任。今天去宜家时，结账就是自己用机器结账的，自律性少一点都可能少付某种商品。

 It is a morning without lessons again. I struggled up early only to find that the teacher was ill and couldn't come for the lecture. We were also stupid to wait in the classroom for long until a guy asked us to look at the note stuck on the door. This man was out for business last week, so I bet he got sick from that. However, it is really easy to see Germans fall ill. The first class of this term was cancelled for the same reason. It did make a good beginning and the teachers following keep falling ill one by one. Yesterday in the enviorenmental fluid mechanics lecture. That Mr. Juergen sneezed a lot, when he spurted out the runny water in his nose, it was thunder like noisy. And he kept doing so for a few times. Unlike Chinese, we tried to make the sound lower, while they like to amplify it. Also he durst not take another day off since he did it for once already. Don't think a man is strong when he is tall and rigid, while in fact their heart is soft and gentle and physically weak.

白菜蘑菇炒牛肉

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西兰花炒猪肉

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嗨旋藻猪肉煮米粉加沙拉一盆

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冬菇云耳蒸鸡肉

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久而久之，后果是

斩手行动，哈哈哈！！！

今天是一个值得纪念的日子，正式开课正好一个月。彼此都熟悉了，即使下午要第二个演讲，而且用英语，我都一点没有心跳加速过，人成熟了，也没有什么好怕的。我反而惊奇我能如此的异常镇定，怎么说这辈子也没用英语演讲过嘛。而且前面那个人在讲时我居然能听进去，记得以前在中国的时候这是不可能的，看来我的心态摆正了很多，不在把事情看得那么重了。而且我发现自己居然在小小压力下，站在台前脑袋几乎空了，可是嘴里却能不停的说，非常流利的英语，比平时说话还厉害，可能是进入状态了，哈哈，可能是在宿舍有所准备吧。这里演讲的机会多着了，每门课差不多都要做presentation，而且算成绩，虽然不算的也有一门，呵呵。以后毕业回国马上可以接胡总的位，做外交部发言人也可以，咳咳咳。

窗外的一场小雪，期待大雪的来临！！！

Germany is really a cold place. 4 years in Nanjing, I witnessed snow and minus temperature. However, it can't compare with the freezeness of weather even above 0 degree  here at all. I still feel cold while wearing the down, though not many people will wear more than me. People here are strange, wearing few, never taking an umbrella even if it rains hard with an waterproofless coat. After a busy week, I finally can have a break in France tomorrow, Strasbourg, an ever German place.

夜深了，我现在才吃上暖暖的热饭，真是可怜啊，从早上9点上课一直上到晚上9点，就吃了个午饭休息了一下。晚饭都是回来后才做的，10点左右才吃上晚饭，这真的是非人的生活啊。

No wonder I felt so uncomfortable last night, just a symptom that I am falling ill again. unwelcome stuffy nose, keep eating things which I shouldn't eat when ill at home. However, no choice now even if it might aggravate my illness. you just have to get used to it, that's all.

一曲新词酒一杯，
去年天气旧亭台。
夕阳西下几时回？

无可奈何花落去，
似曾相识燕归来。
小园香径独徘徊。

I am so hungry now, eating chocolate does make me happy. It is the first time I tasted merci chocolate all my life, in Germany the price is just half of that in China. It is really delicious. 8 kinds of flavor in one box, each flavor with 2 little bars of choco. hmm. fairy like. I will go to buy more next time I visit the supermarket. If anyone who wants to receive my presents of a box of choco on xmas, please write down her address here.  You know I am talking to you. Did you cry this mid autumn festival? I bet no, you are not the one who wanted to do so by the pond any more.

I begin to miss home already, it is earlier than I think I will and it is later than I should normally do. When I am eating now, I feel disgusted and feel like vomitting. The day before, after I slept in my bed for 10 minutes, I cried suddenly. I controlled it and went back to dream. Last evening when I attended the graduation ceremony, when I heard the guitar, I couldn't help them again. Today when I watched the pictures we took in HK, I wept again. Even if there r really blurry and useless pictures which I took to test my new camera, I still am too stingy to delete them, everything is so dear. Just persist for 2 years and I definitely will leave this place. I like China, and I love Guangdong. I miss the people, the constructions and mostly the food there. I am eating like beggars every day. Foods I don't like at all. I feel sick. It takes me more than an hour to finish my rubbish food.

Tonight, after the seminar for courses and study plan explaination. I joined the class activity and went to the bar inside the university. It is actually the first time which made me feel like that I AM IN GERMANY. No Chinese in my class, no one speaks Chinese. There were many times that I wanna speak Chinese out. Only English or German works now. I have the greatest disadvantages, since other students can understand English much better than me, English is almost their first tongue. I have a great problem in understanding some classmate's accent, though the day I get familiar to it will come. It is such an international class. At the table, the guy seated opposite to me was wearing a jacket with Chinese characters on it, and he told me he is interested in Chinese food and wanna try an egg which is black inside. It took me a long time to understand that he meant "Pi dan" or "Song hua dan". I promised him that next time I go to the asian shop, I will bring him one if I see it. He said he hasnt found it in Germany yet. I didn't hear well where he was originally from, but brought up in Germany, and told me how much percent mongolian blood he has. Amin asked me how did I take that pic when I took in front of the webcam 4 years ago. He asked if I screenshot that from a film, because it quite looks like a movie star in a movie he watched before. Oh, I am getting old so quickly now, I don't look like then already. uglier. Dr. Schneider and Jeffrey are both very kind. Schneider is the course director. He sat beside me from another table in the 2nd half part of the party, asking me questions to show care. He said he is 65, but he just looks like 40. However, in the end of the party, people began to lie about age and posting ad for partners. Jeffrey is so nice. He is as handsome as the picture shows though with a bier belly. He said he is 29 and single. He works for our program as a coodinator. In the middle of the party, I was feeling bored. Once he looked back, perhaps seeing me bored and talk to no one, he waited till I looked up to him to take his smile and give mine to turn back his waist. He is so caring and cheerful. I really dunno what's wrong with western woman, why such a man is still single? The only thing I don't like is that he smokes and drinks. In the party, I am amazed that the western world isn't so dirty at all. People don't get drunk(perhaps for the reason of only 3 glass of drinks for each person at most) and the atmosphere is so harmony. No one will force you to drink which is common in China. 5 girls in the class in total. That's better for none. My fear of getting along with my new classmates wipe out already. And I don't refuse gathering any more, everything is so peaceful and clean.